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Tuesday, June 15th, 2010
4:07 pm
Longing

I hate wishing for the past. The present seems inadequate.

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Thursday, May 20th, 2010
3:44 pm
A little free verse
You don't see me as I see myself
Useless as I see myself
Worthless as I see myself
Safe in a blurry fog
I lose myself
Until you can't see what's left


I don't believe in you anymore
& it pains me
But you have to catch if I fall

I am still as I was. Untouchable, and profoundly empty.


Apologies if posted before
Friday, March 19th, 2010
1:09 am
Wooly Mamoths

Sadness

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1:06 am
Friday, March 12th, 2010
12:26 am

I just got this app on my iPhone.

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12:26 am

I just got this app on my iPhone.

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Friday, January 8th, 2010
11:46 pm
airport screening
I am agitated about this airport business. I can't stand to be touched. It makes me sick to my stomach. The thought of coming in contact with another person causes my muscles to seize. I don't want to refrain from traveling completely, but I don't want to travel sedated, for all the help that might not even do.
Thursday, August 13th, 2009
10:26 pm
Saturday, August 8th, 2009
8:16 pm
Today at the convention...
And today I had brunch with Christopher Lloyd, Jacqueline Kim, & George Takei.
Suck it everyone who isn't me.
Tomorrow for breakfast- Zachary Quinto.
Still, I think this may be my last convention
Friday, August 7th, 2009
11:39 pm
Dinner at Stratta
I sat one table from Lance Bass tonight at dinner. Half-way through the main course, this herd of douches walked into the restaurant. They took up the entire back of the restaurant and I thought this spiky-haired blonde dude looked familiar. Lance Fucking Bass.
And- George Takei walked by.
I fucking love Vegas.
Wednesday, July 22nd, 2009
8:52 pm
Conventions
I am very excited to be attending the Star Trek convention in Vegas. I believe Vegas is one of my favorite cities in the world. I really like neon lights. I wish I had someone to go with me to the Stargate convention a few weeks later. I am considering attending by myself. In the past, I have found that a satisfactory way to go through life.
I am also debating whether to use my itunes credit to buy the first season of True Blood. It is nice not having to carry around DVDs, especially on trips.
Tonight I venture to set up a new wireless network. I hope for success.
Monday, April 27th, 2009
1:36 pm
The Constitution doesn't kick in at 18
I am so disgusted by that school that stripped a poor girl practically naked to check her for carrying a medication I use almost every day of my life! Shame! A thousand times shame! These schools claim to be safe places for students, and instead they take every opportunity to rob students of their constitutional rights and basic dignities!
This type of invasive behavior cannot be justified over the possible possession of a fucking ibuprofen!
I can only hope the Court gives us a prudent ruling cognizant of the values we hold as a society.

Current Mood: angry
Thursday, April 9th, 2009
5:30 am
terra es terram ibis
There used to be this wonderful site with beautiful artwork. I think the artist was tsukiusagi no utage. I can't find it anymore. I makes me sad. On the positive side, my green hair is still looking good.
Wednesday, April 8th, 2009
7:45 pm
Mercurii
A fronte praecipitium a tergo lupe
Sunday, April 5th, 2009
6:04 pm
Pictures from Saiyuki Burial
I scanned some pictures from some Burial stickers I had. They are mainly Gojyo, but a little Ken'yuu, as well.




A little just Gojyo






And a surprisingly Hakkai-looking Ken'yuu




I hope to post some screen shots of Saiyuki Burial in the future.
Saturday, April 4th, 2009
7:42 pm
Ed Hardy Sheets and a questionable birthday
I love my new sheets. There's a beautiful koi on them. They match my shoes.


This was tasty. I don't remember what it's called, but there's chocolate inside.



Yeah, kids, not cake...



I like the moon. My new lens is nice.




For sure, my birthday was lonely. But everyday is.

Current Mood: lonely
Thursday, April 2nd, 2009
3:59 pm
Series Finale of "Life on Mars"
This was a great show. I think it was wise to make it so concise. It had an interesting theme of how Sam got to 1973 flow through each episode, while at the same making each episode self-contained. Studying criminal procedure right, I was particularly attentive to the police practices depicted on the show. I disagree with some of the Court decisions in regards to police behavior, voluntariness, other crim pro aspects. But, I think our criminal justice system has come a long way. Seeing a depiction of police practice in the 70s on TV, I was convinced of that.
I liked how you wanted to know what was going on with Sam, but were still really involved with the other characters. Even though you knew, for some reason, he wasn't supposed to be in 1973, it almost wouldn't have mattered if he had stayed and kept being a good cop.
Although, I though the series end was a great choice. It certainly captured the title well. The whole show you were wondering if it was a coma, or time travel, or VR. The revelation that he was part of the first manned crew to Mars was clever, but not as sci-fi as you might think. When Sam thought he was in 1973 he'd occasional slip up and mention something from 2008. It must have seemed so science fiction 35 years ago. In many cases, what is sci-fi today will be the norm in the future. These things we dream about today, we'll get there. And then, that will be our reality.
I'm going to miss this show. I think it will be worth getting the DVD set.

Current Mood: apathetic
Saturday, November 8th, 2008
9:07 pm
Nov 7 Atlantis
Michael's dead, eh.
He turned into such a pussy.
I miss Todd.


Sunday, October 12th, 2008
12:27 am
Sober is great
I can't believe there's no more Todd.
Thursday, April 17th, 2008
9:35 pm
I wrote a love poem
I will never hurt you
I will never let anyone hurt you
My body is your sword and shield
I am incomplete without you
I had never breathed until I breathed your air
You essence the first scent I ever smelled
Your voice the first sound
Your face the first sight
My first, my only love

I long for a lover who needs me, who excites me

Will I be loved?
What is wrong with me? I want to love,
I want a lover.

But I wil die alone,
What is my disease?



Special dedication

Current Mood: amorous
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